I end up reading mine multiple times and feel like the third time through is when things start to really click.
In general, I find backgammon themes/ideas soft and nebulous and I miss a bunch of nuance on the first pass. Only after multiple exposures am I able to 1) know what themes/features I should be looking for and 2) begin to start actually seeing them over the board.
I was curious if anyone is capable of internalizing ideas upon a first read